Post by Deleted on Jun 23, 2009 15:14:22 GMT -6
They still felt prickly. Even though he wasn’t moving them, they still brought that uncomfortable feeling. The sensation was different than pain, but was as unwelcome as pain. The banished prince furled his face as he lifted himself off from the granite stone. He had already fallen because of the floor, and knew how to prevent it from happening again. As applied more weight to his legs, he dug his feet deep into the gravel, sure it felt incredible strange, but it beat a bruised and battered figure. He waited for a few moments before moving; the stinging sensation gradually began to die down, and was replaced by the familiar freezing sensation. The later of the two was more tolerable, but undesired. Taking a step forward, Zuko felt his leg give way and quickly leaned back on the stone. His action didn’t go unnoticed. His pale head turned around, and his golden eyes glared into the serene, moonlit land.
The voice he heard was familiar. To be honest it was more than familiar, it was almost comforting. He wasn’t alone outside, and that was surprising. It was the dead of night, and he had snuck out to avoid any attention. It was all because of his training. Uncle Iroh was a gifted instructor, but for some reason he could never abandon his thoughts. Try as he might; they always fell back on his son, Nikuro. Regardless of what the situation was, whenever he would try and meditate, he would falter when it came to clearing his mind, and continually stumble on the painful thoughts surrounding his son. Earlier that day, he got the idea that in the full moon, he might be able to stop thinking about Nikuro, but it failed—he failed.
As his golden eyes adjusted to the bluish tint, he could faintly make out the form of the Water Tribe girl. No, that was a boulder. He looked leftward, another stone, but a ways behind the stone that resembled uncle’s stomach was the figure he knew to be Katara unless it was that lemur. No, the lemur didn’t have a head like that; it was Katara; he was sure of it.
Zuko opened his mouth, he wanted to greet her, even speak to her, but he couldn’t bring himself to do it. After all that time he still felt guilty about his past actions. These people, he went to the ends of the earth to capture their companion, their friend, and even after joining a gang with the sole intent of killing them and securing the Avatar; they accepted him with welcome arms. They gave him food, and shelter; something he would not have done, were he in their position. The firebender knew that he could never repay their kindness, and he could never undo what he did against them. Whenever those ideas had popped into his head, he was always reminded of the ill will he had for her and her brother. They were nothing, but peasants in his eyes; he was their superior in all forms. Things changed, though. In the short spring, he grew and matured, and now he felt guilt about his former actions. He couldn’t bring himself to speak to her, to look her in the eye and know that those warm, motherly, blue eyes belonged to a girl responsible for keeping Karena alive, and the hope of the world breathing. He felt disgrace knowing that someone who had done such good was once viewed with such contempt in his eyes.
Zuko lowered his head. Not speaking would probable provoke her to attack; maybe then they’d be equal. No…they never would be.